This is about the variety of small socks that I wear. Some have holes from years of wear and others are new and full of possibilities. With each day comes new opportunities, challenges, responsibilities, and blessings. Share my journey of faith, perseverance, and struggles as I attempt to trod down the path God has chosen for me.
I can't believe it has really been 2 years since I sat with just this screen and my thoughts.... (and Lucy snoring beside me).
So many things are different.... some things are unchanged.....
On a different day I will update on the who, the where, and the when ....
...along with the quotes on my blog homepage :)
the reason why I am here....
I met a young lady last month and it is a friendship that shows the handprints of God in its creation, placement, and plans. We are but two pawns in the game --- luckily both of us is willing to listen to the still small voice. I have been hearing it for years (although not always listening)... she is new to this amazing life and beginning to hear when He speaks.
if she gives me permission....
I will tell the story of the last couple of weeks....
...the thing that brought me here today... Valentine's Day.... at 1:30am (2:50am completion) when I should be sleeping...
I am a quote fanatic! TRULY!!
Some people are addicted to drugs... or food... or sex...
I am addicted to:
old Ball jars old quilts (old stuff in general)
art/crafts/home goods made by local artists
local farms/gardens.... AND....farm eggs :)
I encourage my students each semester to dig for quotes in the first week or two that can be uplifting, supportive, inspiring, and funny --- for later in the semester when life gets a bit rough.
(No, this is not a reflection on me as a professor)
Tonight.... after being cooped up in the house since Thursday with what could be the flu.... I was in need of encouragement.... and I began looking for quotes and verses for the young lady mentioned above... and myself.
One quote really caught my eye...
Now -- my life is my life and others have it much harder than I. I love most parts of my life and God is helping me to learn through the others. I have a roof over my head, food in my stomach, and supportive family and friends... ---> the things I need.
I make it a point to keep my pity parties down to a minimum both those spoken aloud and those in my head.
What jumped out todaytonight THIS MORNING was the "finisher" portion of that verse. Of course we could also look at it from an Alpha and Omega or Beginning and End view.
I love that this verse encapsulates the fact that God was with me in the very beginning where He knit me in my mama's womb (for this special package -- I required an extra month --> EXTRA special) and He will be with us at the end.
The Greatest part of that???
EVERYTHING in between!
It means He is walking with me, or carrying me, through ALL of the parts!!!
The happy days --when I am celebrating a wedding, a birth, a beautiful flower, a patient walking or rolling for the first time....
The harder days --when a family member needs help and I can't provide it, a patient red flags for cancer, a car going into the shop for an oil change and coming out needing so so much more, or a brain that feels like mush, can't remember anything, and tricks my body into thinking it is on a boat ... even when I am sitting or standing still with my back against the wall and feet securely on the floor.
Medicine can be useful, Essential Oils are great,
but the fact that I am not alone in this journey is the BEST!
We've all been asked the classic question --- "If you had to be without your hearing or your sight which would you choose?" How did you answer? How would your life change if you were to lose one of your senses?
Spending time today meditating on my life verse in a special way --
"For when anxiety was great within me Your consolation brought JOY to my soul."
You see the last six- seven months or so have been a little rough. They began with a real conversation with my PCP (who I fully expect to ditch me as his patient one day :) ) about my knowledge that something was not right in my body. I didn't know what was wrong but I knew something was wrong. The following months included a trip to the ER directly from work and 1.5 weeks of creatively maintaining my Whole 30 diet while a patient in the hospital (NOT an easy task). That lovely medical vacation was followed by more medical tests due to surprise findings on my inpatient MRI. My next vacation called FMLA included significant surgery and a longer than expected recovery.
I returned to work relieved that it was over and began attempting to once again accrue some PTO (paid time off). Follow that with two illnesses, multiple IVs, hospitals, a week out of work, and we end up at today and my choice of focal verse.
The last illness progressed from a GI issue to upper respiratory. That I am used to -- I'll even take the steroids that dislike my body so much --- but this one has added a special challenge.
Two weeks ago this Tuesday I awoke in the morning with no hearing. I stumbled out of bed, bumped into walls and tripped over my feet trying to get out of my bedroom. I slammed books on the floor. I slammed cabinet doors. All I could hear was my heartbeat. When seen my the doc last week I had next to no hearing in the R ear and minimal hearing in the L.
Work this week was interesting -- and funny for my co-workers. I was the PT who couldn't smell, couldn't taste, and could barely hear. There was an elf who is named Tom. I thought for sure my kiddo said "Carl." My kiddo who described working with groups in math class and I was certain she was saying "grapes." Umm -- no. Those are the least embarrassing mistakes made this week. My loving co-workers learned to yell and all the while I tried to keep my sanity. It was getting better bit by bit --and then
Today I awoke with minimal hearing once again. I have never taken my hearing for granted. I grew up in a musical home where singing, whistling, humming, piano, clarinet, and flute were common sounds. There is always music in my home.
I always answered the classic question "If you had to be without your hearing or your sight which would you choose?" Neither! (obviously) but if I had to choose I would keep my hearing at all cost because I can't imagine not hearing:
wind in the trees
the crunch of fall leaves under my feet
the sound of the waves on the shore
the sound of a sinker on the end of a line cutting through the water
my dad calling me "Sug" and singing hymns on car rides
my mom telling me "I love you"
my sister's crafty plans and medical chats with my bro-n-law
the giggles of my nephews and hearing them call "Aunt Dista"
my Grandmother singing along with old hymns
smack talk during games with friends/family
Lucy reminding me that it's dinner time
I have often struggled with worry and anxiety. It is a challenge for me. I'm good at going to the cross -- handing it over -- and then picking up part of my worry as I stand up to continue with my day. This is different. If I'm honest this is scary -- and for those who know the details of the last month --- this is far more concerning to me than anything else that has occurred.
Prayers appreciated...... as I attempt to PATIENTLY wait on the ultimate Healer.
Soooo--- Where to begin. It is now 10:13 and I am ending Day 6 of my first Whole 30. I began with an afternoon of shopping with my lovely friend Christy. We hit my favorite farmer's market, Costco, Trader Joe's, and Whole Foods (in that order). My refrigerator is now constantly stocked with multiple types of produce, raw meats, cooked meats, eggs, ghee, garlic, and herbs. It makes it easier. I want a snack I grab fruit and nuts. I need a meal I have proteins, raw veggies, cooked veggies, partially cooked veggies, and spices to create quick meals. My biggest challenge is eating 3 meals each day.
Things I have Learned so Far:
1. I love dairy. Seriously LOVE dairy. I will be okay as long as my belly tolerates dairy when this is over.
2. When you are in the faces of patients and parents all day long it is nice to have the option to chew gum or eat a mint.
3. It is REALLY hard to eat 3 meals a day. Seriously. I post pictures because it holds me accountable. (Confession -- today's lunch was nuts and fruit as I walked through Lowe's and the grocery store -- and the produce the lady at the farmer's market fed me)
4. My body now craves water. I woke up the first two mornings craving a Sundrop. Now I wake up craving a glass of ice water and if it has a slice of lemon in it that is magnificent.
5. Some days I feel full. Some days I feel like I am missing something I need. Probably craving CHEESE or YOGURT or CHEESE......
6. When doing the Whole30 - do NOT! I repeat do NOT! walk down the aisles of the grocery store without a purpose or goal. It is TORTURE!!!
7. Wanna make this Whole30 lady cry ----have her accidentally turn down the Mexican food aisle -- then she is looking at tortillas, and taco shells, and dreaming of taco salads and CHEESE and SOUR CREAM and near tears. So she quickly leaves that aisle and rushes to the next one --- what is it? NipCheese on one side (fav snack) and SunDrop on the other side of the aisle. I might have lost a tear. Maybe.
8. Tonight I feel like a superhero because --- I made Mayo :)
9. You can't weigh or measure during this process. I never measured before I started but I know the weight at the beginning. This is what I know now --- my scrub tops don't make me feel like I'm going to suffocate and my favorite green shorts are still pretty snug but I no longer feel like I am being cut in half. I call this progress.
10. Did I mention some of my friends and family are going to join in the fun. Wanna join?
1. Both Doritos and broccoli provide you with energy. (Apparently Miss Christa's choice should be broccoli)
2. When one of my most interesting kiddos is exhausted she looks like a drunk spinning circles and bumping into walls in the ballpit while endlessly giggling.
3. Kids ask you if you are married at the oddest times -- like really loudly -- in a silent room in front of fellow staff -- and parents you do not know :)
4. I work in a place where "I have to go but I can't go, you understand?," "I gassy" "I farted" " I stanky" and " "eeew!! Oops! That me?" Are regular phrases heard (and smelled).
5. When you are at the end of the line and you still have one more patient to go and you seriously don't know how you can muster up the energy to smile without throwing up from the pain much less treat the kiddo for an hour --- it is great to have coworkers who understand when you plop down face first on the floor for 5 minutes so you can pray for the strength to finish the day and know that they won't let you sleep through your last appointment.
6. Today (and over the last week especially) I have been reminded how great it is to have a medical provider who is not only knowledgable but also listens and is willing to collaborate with and refer to others when necessary. My PCP has gone above and beyond and has actually included me in the problem solving process. While he kept apologizing today because the problem still exists I kept thanking him for his help and his willingness to listen. It has been a good reminder of the type of medical professional I hope I am. Kindhearted, compassionate, knowledgable, listener, humble, and willing to help.
It began as a kid -- I discovered after many ear infections and many rounds of antibiotics my pediatrician sent me to an allergist and testing revealed a response to oranges, oats, wheat, dairy, and raw egg white. If I ate them occassionally I was fine but if they built up in my system TaDa! rashes, hives, and ear infections.
Fast forward many years and I am an adult who has NEVER receieved the flu vaccine because it is grown in raw egg white. I am now an intern at Boston Children's Hospital and they are requiring that I receive the vaccine. No exception. The result -- a severe reaction -- resulting in an IV, massive amounts of fluid, benedryl, epi, terrified NP, MD, discussion of trach, and 2 days of sleeping off the effects of all of the medications. With that came documentation from the medical director stating that I should not receive this vaccine again.
Fast forward again. Current employer. Required attempt by microdose. The problem is -- now I live in the South. That alone requires me to be on allergy medication. Removal of the allergy medication for 14 days to undergo the flu vaccine cause pneumonia thus requiring an extended round of steroids. My body plus steroids is not a good thing. The outcome this time is +40 pounds and borderline diagnoses of hypothyroid and diabetes. Needless to say I don't want any of these. So ---- I am going to take a challenge. The Whole 30. 30 Days of eating following specific guidelines.
Whole 30 was created by Dallas and Melissa Harwig. The book It Starts With Food describes the why? and the science behind the rules but I will begin by listing the rules below. I had planned to begin tomorrow but I ended up in the hospital yesterday so my start date has been pushed back by at least a week. Give me a shout if you want to join me. The more the merrier :) I will be posting along the way to hold myself acountable.
1. No Sugar (maple, honey, agave, coconut sugar, splena, stevia, any articifical sweeteners, xylitol, etc....) it can have fruit juice as a sweetner but limited
-- You CAN have green beans, sugar snap, and snow peas
5. No Dairy (cow, goat, sheep, etc)
--You CAN have clarified butter or ghee (whole foods or Trader Joes)
6. No White Potatoes (white, red, purple, yukon gold, fingerling)
--You CAN have sweet potatoes :)
7. No MSG, Sulfites, Carrageenan (in any form) (this looks like mostly processed meats)
8. No Paleofied Baked/Junk Foods (Muffins, Ice milk, banana pancakes, etc) (you can't do anything healthy baked to make it like a baked good because the idea is to get your body out of the habit of wanting that baked item. If you feed it a healthified version it sort of defeats the purpose)
9. No Weight or Body Measurements during 30 Days (only before and after) (because it is not about any weight lost -- that is an added benefit -- it is about a restart -- a reset for your body).
There are great resources available online for free including things you can and cannot eat, grocery lists, meal plan suggestions, rules, success stories, and how to integrate the foods back into your diet after the 30 days. There is also a support group and forum you can sign into. The website is http://whole30.com
I hope you will consider joining me. It won't be easy but I truly think it will be worth it.
I try to make it a point to not just provide a description of my day. But this one is worth it. The only things that could make it better --- 1. People to share it with 2. The ability to sleep in tomorrow morning :)
Sometimes ---- you wake up and just need a day. A day to breathe. A day to live. A day without judgement. A day without work. A day without laundry. A day without paperwork.
A day to just. Be.
After a week of work followed by four full days of sitting in seminars and then straight into another work week -- Add in that today is Day 11 of the same migraine-- and I just needed a day. To just. Be. I'm sure we all have those days. Today I found my solution.
Early service as I tried out Real Life Christian Church. Yep. I'm church hoppin again. I really liked this one! And with tears streaming down my face during "oh precious is the flow -- that makes me white as snow. No other fount I know...." I knew it was where I was supposed to be in that moment. (How many of you sang that in your head?)
Follow that with the racing heart that can only be inspired by driving through the curvy, no shouldered, country roads of Pungo with your tank on empty and gas light blinking. Oh wait --- add a cop car with flashing lights pulling up on your bumper. Yep. Heart beating at heart attack speed :)
While attempting to find a gas station I found myself 10 minutes from my favorite VA beach --- and so logically -- brunch became food from the little corner store as I listened and watched the waves try to move the world under my feet.
How do you top that?!
You stop at the farmer's market for veggies. My favorite time of the year --- when I can buy the majority of my food from the people who grew or made it and use the grocery store to fill the gaps.
And you pick a bouquet from a field of Zinnias. Seriously!
If you know me you understand my love of flowers and what a true pleasure this was. The farmer's wife gave me a tour of the colors and a cutting lesson and then said " We're open til 5. Have fun and I will see you in a couple of hours." With my camera and all the butterflies it could have been true. Next time.
I ended the day with chicken, my veggies, and my grill. My yard smelled like the NC State Fair and that is seriously one of my happy places.
And now .... Sleep.
I hope your day was one that allowed you some time to Just. Be.
As I lay on my backyard swing dreaming the day away a hidden nest drew my attention. A robin. A lady robin. A mama robin feeding her babies with worms galore. A working mama.
Quite often have I listen to the robins outside my bedroom windows early in the morning. Most times annoyed by the banter and the noise. Annoyed as I watch them forage in my garden.
She's a working mom. She is providing for her family. She is doing the best she can with the limitations the world provides. And yet I assume. I judge.
How often we judge those around us. As women it seems so easy for us to look at another woman and easily find faults -- clothing, size, kids who appear to be badly behaved, station in life, type of job, lack of job, homeschooler, nonhomeschooler -- this list could go on and on....
But we don't stop there. We then judge ourselves by the same criteria. Sometimes for the better and sometimes worse. "Wow if I looked like that I wouldn't wear that outfit" or "she should not be wearing that. (aka -- Woah - she looks rough in that outfit) folllowed by "her stomach is smaller than mine. Our thighs are about the same size...." Thus putting down their body and our own.
I'm guilty of it. More now than ever. After 3 rounds of higher dose steroids and a 40 pound weight gain (on a < 5 ft tall body) -- it is increasingly difficult to not judge myself in comparison to others.
-If I worked out more like her.
-If I ate super healthy all the time like her.
-If I ran marathons like her.
Ladies --- Why do we do this?
I was asked recently if my being single affects my self esteem in a negative way. Ironically, it is my fellow women who assist in lowering the self esteem of others. We tend to tear each other down (to their face or behind their back) when we should be building each other up.
The irony is that the smaller, smarter, prettier, tanner, thinner women have the same thoughts as the taller, less brilliant, cute, less tan, thicker women. SO why do we bother? Work to change what you can change, love what you can't, and determine that you are the best YOU there is in this world.
I may not be able to run right now. I may be gaining weight despite eating mostly healthy and getting my butt beat by Jillian DVDs 5 days a week. I may live down the road from the beach and not be able to find a bathingsuit that fits. But I am tired of being sad, angry, or embarrassed by it. I could be smarter, skinnier, richer, or prettier -- But Y'all --- when I am I will still be the best me that exists in this world --- and that's true now ---
Therefore - I choose to enjoy life, appreciate what I have, and help others as much as I can.
It has been a good day.... a day of peace... a day of knowing I am where I am supposed to be ... doing what I am supposed to be doing.
A small example of my day: a conversation between me and a 4th grade boy ( i forgot how weird and fun that age is) I didn't realize how sore I was from my run yesterday until I attempted to do a move similar to the Twist in children's worship. Apparently my facial expression showed my discomfort...
Boy: You okay?
Me: (chuckle) Yeah. I'm fine just really sore from running yesterday?
Boy: (dead serious) What were you running from?
Me: (trying not to laugh) Nothing, just for fun.
Boy: Like a race? It was a race?
Me: Yeah I guess. A race against myself.
Boy: looks at me through the corner of his eye with both eyebrows raised in disbelief.
No other words were spoken about running but he continued to intermittently look at me with that same curious look.
Worship at 800am with the adults; worship and small group time with the kiddos (3-5 grade) at 930; a phone chat with family -- and lunch with new friends. It is one of the few times since I have been in VA that I felt like I could truly be a part of the community --- truly have a life --- truly feel like a part of something.
(By the way-- have you tried pickles in your chili? How do you eat yours?)
Okay -- back to the Restlessness
Numbness has been the keyword for months --- and for those of you who are disbelieving --- just trust me. For months there was nothing -- just numb --- and over the last couple of months it has begun the transformation of being replaced with a feeling of change -- a certainty that God has a purpose and plan for me --- with certainty that it is going to be far beyond my C-zone (comfort zone).
I know that I am different from my family, my friends, and those around me (otherwise I would be married with several kids and more on the way-- I probably would have married young -- and I most likely would not have attended grad school). This difference is no surprise to God no matter how disheartening it is to me. He has a purpose and feeling out of place is part of the preparation. I know that some dreams that used to be important have fallen to the wayside and others are present as I sleep each night.
I don't know what His plan is and that is scary -- I am a planner -- I like to have a plan. God is challenging that with a simple request to "Trust me." I am trying -- but honestly --- the wait sort of sucks :)
Beginning Monday I will be participating in this FREE online book club based on "Restless" by Jennie Allen. The link to the information is below --- I would love for you to join me in this journey!!! (and don't feel bad if you won't be able to read all of the chapters suggested by tomorrow. I will be in that club with you. ) It is based on that restless feeling you get when you know God has more planned for you and you just haven't discovered all of the pieces yet.
I am going to include quotes so you can see if they hit home with you :)
Seriously Y'all I am underlining and marking with colored pens all over this book.
- "Was this feeling pushing me toward something bigger, or crippling me from loving the life I was given?"
-"We wonder if we are missing some mystical, great, noble purpose that was supposed to squeeze into the holds of our ordinary lives. We feel numb. We feel bored."
-Every single one of us is designed to fit into a unique space with unique offerings. God's will for every one of us will look different."
-"This is a book about being brave enough to imagine a better world, and how we may be used to make it that way. This is a book about fears and suffering and joy and gifts. This is a book about all that lies in our control and how nothing is in our control. This is a book about vision and obedience."
-"We will lay out the unique threads of our lives that feel random, potentially even tangling us up, but we will lay them out and dream about eternal purposes for seemingly mundane moments and consider that it is possible to waste our lives. And then let's not."
-"Dare to believe that God has a vision for how you are to spend your life. Finding and accomplishing this vision is quite possibly the greatest responsibility we have as a generation second only to knowing and loving God."
-"We have a call to dream." **
-"He sent his Spirit to give unique visions to unique people to reach the world in unique and beautiful ways."
-"He has given you an abundance of gifts, resources, people, and vision to accomplish His dreams for you. If you do not feel that way yet, you will."
-"What if you get past your fears and insecurities and spend the rest of your life running your guts out after his purposes for you?"
-"..a place where no life or minute or breath ever feels small again."
Sooooo --- The thought and process of getting back into the world of dating is a challenge for me. People always talk about how God challenges you to live beyond your comfort zone. Getting to know people that I have never met before is way out of my C-zone. Seriously. I am an introvert to the core.
At the children's ministry training last weekend the lead lady was speaking. She is a 5th grade teacher in real life and you can guess it by her demeanor. She is the classic example of the higher elementary teachers we all remember from our days in school. Something she said really struck a chord with me and I was happy to know someone else felt the same --- (when discussing parent teacher conferences) She discussed how it is the worst day of her life --- each year when it rolls around. She can talk to their kids, play with their kids, and teach their kids all day -- but with adults she is tongue tied and awkward. All I could say was a very enthusiastic "DITTO!!" Give me your kids all day long and I will be fine, let me educate you and I will be fine. Have a personal conversation with me and watch how awkward I become.
Getting the drift on why dating is certainly outside of the C-zone?
Anyway -- I spent my morning helping with a ballet class for kiddos with Down Syndrome. It is full of laughter and smiles as these kids try their best to do each of the dance moves with grace and elegance. The parents watch on as volunteers assist with positioning of feet, hands, and balance. I know NOTHING of ballet and so I am learning as I go and assisting my little kiddo as much as possible. Today she was all smiles and laughter as we stumbled through the process together. One of my favorite things about the class is the diversity -- in both dancers and volunteers --- a wide range of ages, multiple ethnicities, and girls and boys. It was great to see some male volunteers today in addition to our dedicated teacher. It made me ponder a question I am often asked by guys when looking for a possible relationship --
And I quote --- "What is your view on tranditional gender roles?"
I hate that question. While it is open ended a simple response is expected. "I approve or I do not approve." What if we fit somewhere in between? Do I believe that God meant for the husband to be the head of the household? Yes - But does that mean he has ultimate control and can do as he pleases? No. Do I believe women should stay in the home to cook, clean, birth babies, and homeschool? Not necessarily. And before people get up in arms about that response please allow me to elaborate. I have many friends who are SAHMs and are amazing in that role. I just don't believe that that was God's intention for all women. I was made for my job. I love what I do. I would love to have kids one day but for my own sanity and the sanity of my children I need to continue with my work. I would love to be able to greet them at the bus stop most days and fix afternoon snacks for us all --- but I have no desire to homeschool and I think my children will be better off because of it :)
As for the husband being the head of the household -- It is as my friend described me --- I appreciate chilvary but do not wish to be controlled or limited due to the simple fact that God made me female.
My parents were a great example of a Godly marriage. While my dad had the final say in a decision my mom's opinion (and the kids' when appropriate) were heard and taken into consideration. That to me is respect --- and I would like a huge serving of that in any relationship in which I am a part.
I am currently reading Ms.Understood (rebuilding the feminine equation) by Jen Hatmaker and the next in the book stack is Jesus Feminist (an invitation to revisit the Bible's view of women) by Sarah Bessey. I am interested to see what the Bible truly says about the roles and importance of women. I'll let you know what I find out :)
What are your thoughts on traditional gender roles? Don't be shy --- please share!
If you don't think so you haven't seen the God I have often seen. Humor and irony. I like to think that you see certain parts of His personality to match your own --- as I have a tendency to be a bit (just a bit) sarcastic at times I am certain that his responses are in a form that resonates with me.
Case(s) in Point
1. Yesterday I drove through a drive thru carwash to get the salt off of the undercarriage of my car. Many of you are thinking that this isn't such a big task. However, thanks to a dear friend (who shall not be named -- but you know who you are) decided to take a 15 passenger van loaded with myself and a ton of kids through a small carwash years ago. As she and I were just getting to know each other at that point she was unaware (until we were entering the carwash) that I have a bit of difficulty with small spaces. Add to that the fact that the majority of the kids were screaming my name and well --- you can imagine.
Now --- back to present day -- yesterday. I decide to put on my big girl panties and go through the drive thru. I literally said a prayer before entering. Seriously. God laughed - and about that time I realized that this was a carwash unlike I was used to --- with this carwash the foam began spraying as you entered the building. I had just paid for the carwash as I entered the carwash -- with window rolled down. I'll let your imagination finish the story as you laugh at my stupidity and God's sense of humor. I didn't have time to be concerned about the noise, thumping, and small space as I was busy attempting to wipe down the inside of my car before I exited so no one would know :).
2. The need for a place in ministry. I have been struggling with where my place is in ministry. It isn't as easy as just stepping in and getting started. I've done that in the past. I have also found myself juggling parts of music ministry, teaching a children's Sunday school class, being in/leading small group, etc. All at the same time. It becomes to easy to do -- to easy to be the person people can call on whenever they need someone to help with a new project -- and it can't be about the "doing." It becomes to easy to lose "me" in the process.
And so -- a training for the Children's ministry at my new church is tonight. For weeks I have planned to attend and then awoke this morning with discouragement in my heart that I am not where I need to be to work with the kids -- that I need to be "better," " know more", " be more fun", "more physically fit," to work with the kids. So I went to the service today with a heavy heart once again wondering where I fit -- and then the sermon occurred.
For approx 16 wks we have been doing a verse by verse study on the book of Colossians (honestly -- a book of which I had little knowledge). Today's verses were 4:5-18. The Pastor wrapped up with sermon with verse 17.
".. See to it that you complete the work you have received in The Lord." (NIV)
"..Do your best in the job you received from the Master. Do your very best." (The Message)
He concluded his sermon with the reminder that the Children's training is tonight while including the fact that the training was planned months ago and they had no idea it would coincide with today's message.
He then added -- "Maybe you think you aren't good enough, don't know enough, or aren't fun enough to work with the kids. Well you are -- those are lies --- and I can't think of a better to place to learn more."
Hook - Line - Sinker! Guess where I will be at 5:00pm tonight. ROC for Children's Ministry training with the faith that God will place me in the niche that had my name on it long before today.
What's your niche? Have you found your place in ministry? It is not easy but TOTALLY worth it!